Each new year I ask the Lord to give me a verse, or word for the year. A direction for my spiritual life. He has been faithful to give me one each time I ask.
I have a favorite place to sit and meet with the Lord in my house. I am intentional to be free from distractions (no piles and projects in sight). It is a small space with a sweet view. This may sound weird, but there is an old rocking chair there in front of where I sit, I imagine the Lord sitting and talking with me. Sometimes I sit quietly, and many times, not so quietly as I pour out my concerns to Him.
Anyway, (see how distracted I can become!) I went to my favorite spot and asked the Lord for my 2017 verse. He led me through my maze of thoughts and ideas until we stopped at the word - importunity. It was in the margin of my Bible as I was reading about seeking God. I looked up the definition and found: shamelessness, persistence, insistence, over-eagerness. It doesn't sound so noble, sounds annoying actually.
The only place it is found in the Bible is Luke 11:8
I tell you, even though he will not get up and give him anything because he is his friend, yet because of his persistence he will get up and give him as much as he needs.
Jesus is telling a story. There is this guy and a friend of his comes for a visit and they have no food. Being that the local grocery store is probably closed, he goes to another friend's house. He bangs on the door and says, "Hey, I need food, a friend has come for a visit and we have nothing". The home owner says, "It's midnight! Go away, we are already in bed!" This guy is not getting up for any reason. Yet because of the persistence (or importunity) of this man, the guy gets out of bed and gives him as much as he needs.
This parable has often bothered me, I was raised to be polite. I would never knock on my neighbor's door insisting he give me food in the middle of the night. How can it be okay to whine to God about our needs, even if they are for another? That just isn't how it is done. You figure it out yourself, find another neighbor, look further back in your cupboard, find some other way.
God definitely had my attention here. I looked up the biblical definition of importunity and found this: if by shameless insistence a favor may be won, even from one unwilling and ungracious, still more surely will God answer the earnest prayer of His people. God's willingness to give exceeds our ability to ask. The parable teaches by way of contrast, not parallel.
What I found was that in contrast to the irritated home owner, God is a good Father, desiring to give us what we earnestly seek. We only need to ask, seek, and knock...as the next verse instructs. And this is where I found my 2017 verse.
And I say to you, ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and you shall find; knock, and it shall be opened to you. Luke 11:9
Literally this verse says, keep asking, keep seeking, keep knocking ....shamelessly. We cannot irritate God by our persistent prayers. In fact I think He delights in them because He loves us.
Andrew Murray said, "How all nature has been arranged by God that in sowing and reaping, as in seeking coal or gold, nothing is found without labor and effort."
And I wonder if that is what prayer is, what prayer does. The answer to our prayers is not the goal. The answer is a by-product of a life lived in communion with the Lord. Prayer brings us to our rightful place, as we humble ourselves, empty ourselves of our own agendas, plans and inadequate solutions. Those things are crucified with Christ, so it is no longer I who live, but Christ in me. We ask, we seek, we knock. And the door is opened to the way of the Lord. His plan, His will, His purpose. His presence.
So my goal this year? Not to be so polite with God. I will shamelessly, persistently, eagerly, unapologetically...ask, seek, and knock until He answers. And then I will keep asking, keep seeking, and keep knocking some more.
Sunday, January 1, 2017
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